Posted by: curiousillusion on: February 8, 2010
Seriously, I hate coming up with titles for blog posts. I’m bad at it. And I also hate coming up with titles for picture recaps. But c’est la vie!
Anyway, where we last left our hero, she was outside, walking on a balance beam. She was apparently a bit nervous from falling the previous times I had dropped her:
day fourteen – would you really have let me fall??
day fifteen – but… but what do you mean it’s time to go inside. We just got here. 5 more minutes… please?
day sixteen – don’t worry, I’ll help you carry your camera bag. Um… maybe I’ll need a little bit of help.
day seventeen – I said no peeking! Look away, look away! You’re not supposed to see this yet! Aw, man… (Maybe Danbo’s getting my flowers for Valentine’s? Yay, at least someone is!)
day eighteen – Danbo is listening to my new favorite song, “Wonderful” by Gary Go. She looks sad but really, she loves it. She’s just in awe at the beauty of it. (P.S. I kinda like how the cord looks almost like a heart.)
day nineteen – Oh no. What happened to the flower? Did it break? (Btw, I absolutely adore this picture. I think I REALLY fell in love with Danbo after I saw this shot.)
day twenty – does this bow make my head look big?
day twenty one – Danbo always gets too close to the TV. She’s gonna strain her eyes if she keeps it up.
day twenty two – I’m gonna need help finishing this… it’s a bit big!!
That wraps up this week’s recap. Stay tuned. :)
Posted by: curiousillusion on: February 5, 2010
A year ago, I was excited that I survived a full month of project 365. But last year I made it to 260. So completing 31 days isn’t as big of a deal as maybe it should be. That being said, my 31 days of this project so far have been pictures I’ve worked hard on and are a million times more proud of than last year’s pics. So… yay?
And on that note, I can say that I’ve already seen quite an improvement in my pictures. I mean, at the beginning of January I was taking pictures and feeling that my shots were still looking “point & shoot”-ish. I think ever since I switched to manual mode on my camera, I’ve been more pleased with my pictures – it’s hard to put my finger on how, I just know that it’s true. Plus I’ve been spending a bit more time in photoshop tweaking things to get it just so.
One more thing… you may notice that my watermark is a bit more discreet. There are a few pictures where Ican’t even find the watermark until I make it larger. I kinda like that. Not too helpful for advertising, or probably much else, but I give up with that whole thing.
Anyway, let’s take a look at the last week, shall we?
day twenty nine – come paint my world. This was an idea I had in my head but boy was it harder to execute than I expected! I do like the depth of field in the end, and the little bit of glitter you can see at the front.
day thirty – Do you mind? I’m working! My friend @phampants came up with an idea to get some more project 365 pictures out of me – he would send me a prop and I had to use it through my project. This little guy showed up in the mail and so this is his first apparance. Keep an eye out for him, he may discretely pop up a few more times.
day thirty one – shades of… something. Oh I heart this picture so dang much. I had seen some white-on-white shots before and really wanted to try it out. A lot of playing around later, I came up with this shot, and it’s so delicate and clean-feeling to me.. a nice way to end January.
day thirty two – love is in the air. I wanted to start February out with some softer, more delicate shots (like the teacup picture). This love sign I got at Hobby Lobby (I’m obsessed with little word signs like this) and the background is actually pink scrapbooking paper, but it looks so seamless, it’s kind of neat!
day thirty three – xoxo. Candy hearts! I did a shot of candy hearts last year and this picture is quite a change, I’m impressed with how far I’ve come. The soft colors, the background (a texture I added)… I’m learning! :)
day thirty four - “All you need is love. But a little bit of chocolate now and then doesn’t hurt.” This shot kinda… well, I have issues with it, let’s just say that. Bad lighting led to a TON of shadows and I got rid of most of them, but I left the one on the left to give the shot some depth. I kind of like the subdued colors but I didn’t get great feedback on this picture so it frustrates me.
day thirty five – live laugh love. I found these vases at Target the other day and set them up with the flowers on top of my classroom library. I kind of like how the colors came out, and the whole feel of the picture makes me happy. It’s not perfect, in fact something about it bugs me (and I won’t tell you, you can figure it out if you want) but I do like it.
So that’s the end of week five. I’m worried that I’m going to run out of Valentine’s ideas, I’m hoping to keep the theme going til Valentine’s Day. Cross fingers I can do it!
Posted by: curiousillusion on: February 4, 2010
Parent-teacher conferences were today… I had 17 conferences in 3 and a half hours (and 1 no show). Which may sound like a lot and it was.. I am exhausted. But that’s not the reason why I believe I deserve a gold star…
You see, NOT ONLY did I survive the conferences… but I was a pretty big hit. I mean not to brag or anything… okay, fine, I’ll brag. The majority of the parents think I’m a pretty good teacher. They’ve noticed a HUGE change in their children’s reading abilities, among other things, and so they were giving me credit for that. Some of the parents, who were pretty combative the last time we met, were much more understanding and helpful. It was pretty cool.
And if we’re being honest… I’m kinda impressed *myself* how far these kids have come. I mean, they’re a very bright group, so that’s obviously the majority of it… but my students now are more advanced than my students last year were at the end of the year. They’re reading, writing multiple sentences.. it’s kinda awesome. And it reinforces my love of kindergarten.
Don’t worry, I don’t have a big ego now or anything.. one of the first conferences that I had was with a parent that basically said I wasn’t challenging her child, and acted unhappy with everything I do… but she’s never going to be happy with me. Plus she’s told lies about me to the dean (who luckily didn’t believe her) so I’m kinda done trying to impress her. I’m just going to keep doing my job, because quite frankly, that’s all I can do.
Although I wish one of the parents that told me I was a great teacher would go tell HER that. *sticks out tongue*
Posted by: curiousillusion on: February 3, 2010
My buddy John (and his buddy Karen) applied to be Ford Fiesta agents… and I think it would be awesome if it worked out for them.. mainly cuz they could come visit ME! (Plus those Ford Fiestas look adorable.) So I’m using today’s blog post to pimp out their video plea… and if you guys could take a peek at it, maybe spread the word (on your blog, thru twitter, etc) I’m sure it would help them out:
Good luck John and Karen!! And if it works out… Texas better be one of your destinations.. or else!!
Posted by: curiousillusion on: February 2, 2010
I can’t put my finger on what happened, or when it happened, but something is different lately. Actually, there’s been quite a few subtle changes lately. It’s kind of.. exciting.
Let’s start with the most obvious to me… I’m feeling a bit more relaxed, I guess you could say. There’s an old saying that goes “teachers shouldn’t smile until Christmas”. While it’s not something people really follow (um, I don’t think they do anyway), the theory is that you kind of need to be in tough, strict teacher mode for a while, so that the kids learn the rules and know that you mean business (which means they’ll actually follow the rules)… once they get into the swing of things (ie, around Christmas), then the teacher can relax a bit more and not need to be so strict.
Now while I’m not like an actual believer in that (obviously my kids see me smile), I do think that I was kind of strict with them the first few months of school, trying to establish routines and so on. But lately it feels like I’ve been able to relax a bit more… and, as a result, we have been having quite a bit of fun. Still doing our work but all of us are being silly, laughing, having fun learning… I love that.
And that’s the other thing – after last year’s experience teaching kinder, I kind of figured that I wasn’t meant to be a kindergarten teacher. It’s a hard grade level to teach, the kids are very young and not independent at all. But this year I kind of love it… for lots of reasons that would require their own blog post. I’m not sure if it’s this group of kids or just because it’s my second year doing it… but I kind of think I *would* like to teach kindergarten again next year.
Also, you may remember that one of my new year’s resolutions was to find a new job for next year, mainly for monetary reasons (this job does not pay well at all, even by teaching standards). It’s interesting… every year that I’ve been a teacher, I’ve been stuck at schools I didn’t like and never wanted to stay longer than a year. But this school, this school that I didn’t like at the beginning of the year, is growing on me. While I’m not as close to the teachers here as I was with with the teachers at my last school… I *am* starting to like it here. People are starting to ask if I plan on staying here next year and I think to myself, “yeah, I kind of *would* like to stay here next year.” My big thing is that I don’t really know if I can afford it… and I *really* don’t want to live another year with my parents.
Like I said, a lot of little changes. Good changes. I kinda dig it. We’ll see what the rest of the school year brings tho… hopefully more good. :o)
Posted by: curiousillusion on: February 1, 2010
So there were more than the usual week’s worth of Danbo pictures this time around, mainly because I’m kind of trying to play catch up so that both my 365 projects finish at the same time. I’m not rushing it and posting 20 something pictures all at once, but I figure throwing in an extra pic or two a week will work out just fine. Or in the case of this week… 3 extra pics. :p
And, as I mentioned in my project 365 post… unfortunately some of these pictures have already been posted on this blog, for that project. But I can’t exclude them from the 365 Days of Danbo recap, can I??
day four – Danbo relaxes on the “beach”, tries to sunbathe.
day five – Danbo and Wall-E meet…. and both look completely unsure of each other!
day six – Danbo isn’t too sure about being left alone with the cat, Bay.
day seven – ummm, why am I lopsided? (The after effects of me dropping Danbo AGAIN – she now tilts to the right. *smacks self*)
day eight - I don’t know if this is really traveling in style. Seems a bit cramped to me.
day nine – you ever get the feeling you’re being watched? (Picture by the wonderful Heather.)
day ten – your phone is ringing. Want me to answer it? I think it’s for you…
day eleven – whoa… it’s like me. But bigger. And not lopsided… yet. (I had ordered the larger Danbo online before realizing that the mini one was the perfect size for me. Larger Danbo will probably appear in some adventures, but mini Danbo is the star of this project.)
day twelve – can we go outside and play? It’s such a pretty day. (not really.. it was COLD!)
day thirteen – yikes this balance beam is hard to walk on!
I love Danbo. :)
Posted by: curiousillusion on: January 29, 2010
I have to say… when I attempted project 365 last year, I don’t remember it being this hard this early on. In fact, the first 2 or 3 months (I think right through day 100) seemed to whiz by. But this year I feel like I’m already struggling for ideas, and I’m not even on day 30. Then again, at the beginning of my project last year, I wasn’t focusing on technique or anything, I was just taking pictures of whatever I could find and posting them straight out of camera. This year I’m trying to learn about my new camera, I’m thinking about depth of field, composition, colors, photoshopping, etc… I’m a lot more involved. But I like to think the extra work is paying off.
Now here’s the problem with blogging two photography projects at the same time… they cross over. So the Danbo pictures that I use for my personal 365 are also going to show up in the Danbo 365. And to that I say… oh well. :p
day twenty two – Danbo arrives at last. I was so excited when I got home and found Danbo waiting for me. I had been waiting for her for weeks, she traveled overseas, and when I saw her… well it was love at first sight. And thus 365 Days of Danbo was created.
day twenty three – “faith… it’s all the rage.” My mom got these flowers a few days before and I had been wanting to shoot them outdoors in good lighting, which meant I had to wait til the weekend (I’m ready for the sun to quit setting so early). I admit it, I really like how this shot came out.
day twenty four – hope. I went outside on Sunday, just looking for things to take pictures of. I originally went with a self-portrait for my picture of the day, and then the more I thought about it, the more I loved this picture. Simple and to the point. I ran around for quite a while with that flower, trying to find the perfect bokeh background for it. :)
day twenty five – Wall-e and Danbo meet. See, another Danbo pic. I’m hoping to not include Danbo into TOO many of these 365 shots but I really can’t seem to resist. Anyway, since Wall-E has been featured in this project a few times, I figured it was fitting that he would meet Danbo.
day twenty six – good morning sunshine. I love the way the sky glows behind these apartment buildings. Caught this on the way to work.
day twenty seven – breathe. I keep having those “I have nothing to take a picture of” days but luckily my mom bought some new plants for her garden, so I could take a picture of these pink flowers. I played with the colors in photoshop and I kind of like how it turned out.
day twenty eight – “Baby, baby, baby, when all your love is gone… who will save me from all I’m up against out in this world?” Posting the bokeh shot the other day made me really want to capture another bokeh picture for my project, so I went back to the same Starbucks drive through. I think this shot is even better, I like how I got so many different colors and I think I composed this shot decently.
Another week down. :o)
Posted by: curiousillusion on: January 28, 2010
Thanks for everyone’s feedback on yesterday’s post, I really enjoyed reading the differing opinions. And some people brought up and added benefit of watermarking that I hadn’t even thought about – it’s free advertising.
It’s a good point. I’m not a business, and I don’t foresee myself turning this little hobby into much more than what it is now – I’m mainly just taking pictures for fun and while it’d be nice if someone wanted to buy one of my pics, I’m not in it to make a living from it. But… it WOULD be nice if someone wanted to buy my pics and it helps if I have my name attached to my pic so they can find me, right?
So, for those of you wondering my decision… I still haven’t made one. Lol. Well I suppose I’ve made a bit of a decision: for the time being, I’m going to keep watermarking but I’m going to make the font smaller and try to make it blend in a bit more with the picture. While a more *effective* watermark would be HUGE and therefore hard to get rid of.. my mindset is, if they’re gonna ditch my watermark, then whatever… at least I tried a little. And that’s all I can really do.
Scratch that… I can’t make it blend in AND advertise myself. I still don’t know what to do. Grrrrr.
Posted by: curiousillusion on: January 27, 2010
Some of you may remember my post on picture stealing, where I discussed having a picture that was used without permission or credit… and as a result, I started adding a watermark (semi-see through text with my name) on my pictures. I mentioned not being a fan of the watermark (I think it takes away from the picture), but I felt it was something I had to do, if only to discourage picture thieves.
Yesterday I got an email from a friend who is against watermarking, and he brought up some really good points that got me rethinking things. I mean, I already knew this but – my watermark isn’t very effective. Anyone that really wanted to could photoshop it off…. although that’s why I put the watermark in the middle or critical part of the picture, to make it just a little bit of work to get rid of and at least act somewhat of a deterrent. Whether it does or not, who knows. But the main issue with the watermark is: it really just ruins the picture.
The way my friend put it is this: if someone uses it in a way that they’re not making money, then what’s the harm? And if they DO use it to make money, well that’s when I can “cease & desist” their behind. And since right now I’m just taking pictures for flickr and blogging purposes, that’s my “audience”… I shouldn’t take away from my pictures by adding the watermark.
I don’t know. I see all the different arguments in this. And right now I can’t figure out what to do. I guess just deep down it bothers me, really *really* gets on my nerves, when someone takes something that I worked hard on and doesn’t give me credit. But maybe I shouldn’t care? I’m no professional, they’re not making money off it… and I should be flattered that they liked something I did to begin with?
I have no conclusion to this post, so I ask… what do YOU think about watermarking? Not just whether I should watermark, but do you watermark… and if so, why? And if you don’t watermark, why not?
Posted by: curiousillusion on: January 26, 2010
Here’s a few pictures that didn’t make it to my project 365 and that I never got around to posting… but that I still kind of love. :)
Drive to work one day… actually, this was the day that I had ice on my windshield. I love love love the colors in the sky.
Playing with my camera while waiting in the Starbucks drive thru on Friday… pretty bokeh (and kind of pretty sky).
Just a shot I snapped as I was walking around the Museum District on Saturday for the teacher workshops.
Another shot of the little yellow flower, that I ended up using for Sunday’s shot.